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I cannot imagine ever loving anyone the way I love him. At the core of my heart yilai:
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[link widoczny dla zalogowanych][link widoczny dla zalogowanych], he was made for me and I for him.The only problem is, our special world fell apart. So many challenges and the part of him I healed was ripped open again by outside influences. I know he allowed it [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], but that is because he was made sick. It's so unfair. I pray for him all the time.Timing...?Lessons on Pain?Trials for Patience and Perseverence?I'll never understand why I was sent to him and he to me. Sometimes I tell myself it was all a mistake and he was fake... but I know better.He has been in my life for a very long time though we've only known each other four years and been married two.But maybe I'm wrong.I don't think so.My ragged heart hopes I was wrongand my real precious love is still out therebut it knows betterand my mind says, "it was close but not the right one. It was a counterfeit one to test your strength and patience..."All I know is I will always love this man and pray for him to be well and happy and who he is meant to be. To feel free and fulfilled and share all of his wondrous gifts with the world. That is why he is here; even moreso than to have been part of my life.Maybe we weren't meant for each otherbut just meant to touch each other's lives.When the heartache subsides, I hope to somehow find peace and not have too many reminders - and just smile slightly at those hopefully-not-frequent moments I see or hear his name.I do wish I'd never met him because it's a pain I can't bear.But if I helped him on his way to being real [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], it was worth it.ouch.wince.tear.half-smil[link widoczny dla zalogowanych]y the universe bless him always
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